I opened my heart with both hands,
bare and trembling like new wings,
and offered it like a story
to someone I thought would listen.
But laughter came first.
Then silence.
And a blade wrapped in words I didn’t see coming.
“No one cares,” he said.
And my world—so carefully built—
shivered in my chest like it might collapse.
I tried to pretend I wasn’t bleeding.
Tried to smile through the bruise.
Tried to believe it didn’t matter.
But it did.
God, it did.
Because these stories I carry
aren’t just words.
They’re home.
They’re memory.
They’re the only places I’ve ever felt fully seen.
So I curled inward,
not because I gave up—
but because my heart needed a softer place
than the one it just fell in.
And tonight, in the stillness,
when no one is watching,
I let the ache become a poem.
I let the tears fall without shame.
I let myself remember—
I am not made of glass.
I am made of stars and spirit and survival.
And even when it hurts—
I still love.
I still dream.
I still write.
Even when it hurts,
I’m still me.
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